hi. um i haven't updated this is erm 5 weeks? noooo!! i hate when i lag . oh well. i have so much random to spill right now. k..

i'm oh so very depressed right now. prozac. good call.:(((((((!!! jkrowling has once again managed to make me cry my eyes off. literally, i think. i HATE it. i've never had this much horror in my LIFE. iswearit. i just looked down at my left hand and i like my bracelet btw. random. k whatever. now, my two dearest characters of all in harry potter are gone. forever. killed by the hands of death eaters. betrayed :*( !! sirius betrayed by his family: bellatrix lestrange. and dumbledore betrayed by his own trust, his own staff member, severus snape. i knew there was something funny slash fishy about snape. i NEVER liked him. filthy traitor. i don't think i can even express (in words that is) how much i hate him right now. with utmost respect snape, you're such a i4uwalhsikfhskh. how DARE he. how dare...:/. guuuuuuuuh now i'll be sulking around. forever. and ever. if i ever meet ANY. BODY. who's name has either "prince" or "snape" within it, i'll destroy them. with my wand. mwahaha. no i'm serious. watch out. k cool.

now i've taken to looking up latin words and creating spells. wow i'm dorkus. whatever you wish you thought of this before i did... right? :x i don't know this 6th book really creeped me out. the things they showed the young voldemort do. and the lake place with the inferi? CREEPY. and the fact that you had to sacrafice blood to get in and out of it. the inferi especially creeped me out for some reason though. i was in the shower and i couldn't close my eyes for even a second because i was afraid i'd open them to one hundred inferi that were after moi. scary bit of magic, eh? ]: good thing i read this at 4:00 am, so i wouldn't have to go through the dark night, afraid of inferi floating everywhere, trying to kill me. i'm such a freak wow k. well, no worries, no worries...

ok i think i will end this because i lack the ability to talk about this without bursting into tears all over again. i love you all. no i hate you all. no i don't know alkjsldkfjldkfj