MysTiC_DiamonD's Xanga

Friday, May 12, 2006

Fri, 12 May 2006 21:27:14 GMT

LOST Makes Me Sad

They keep killing off my favorite characters! Last season, they *HAD* to have Boone (the nicest one, and, okayyy, he was the cutest one too) fall off a cliff and get crushed by that Nigerian plane. Now Ana Lucia (the ex-cop and resident tough girl) gets shot by that idiot, Michael. Forget the island, man. I think I'M cursed.
...but the show is still intriguing as ever, so I think I'll forgive writers.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 17:49:25 GMT

hi fellows. how art thou?! (k i tried.) i update like never.

so i've discovered that i'm such a loser i've started doing my hwks on friday evenings/nights. um my life needs to get a life. infact, it's a friday night TOnight, and guess what i'm doing folks? my homework. haysoos. if you're curious (which you aren't), i'm doing my math hwk at the moment. i just finished lit.

la tortura. my mom HATES the "la tortura" video (by shakira)!! she thinks shakira dances very vulgarly in the music video. i think she dances hot-ly and she's a really good dancer. ok but it's a little vulgar - with the whole black paint and stuff. i think that makes it really vulgar (ok i'm not spelling "vulgar" right, am i?). like i don't even get why the black paint is there in the FIRST place. do you? well i don't; someone please explain. that's such good song even though i'm clueless as to what the lyrics mean (because i'm horrible at spanish, i only know that "bano" is bathroom). i remember i wanted to learn french in highschool, not spanish. HOWever, my freaking parents and cuzin made me take spanish. i find that odd because my cuzin was (and DID) take french when she was in highschool. um major notfairness right there.

harry potter!! yeah i don't have any time to dedicate to harry potter anymore. i'm such a sad little palmtree gosh. i'm looking at my books right now (literally), and i have the biggest urge to stand up and grab book#1 and start reading it. UNfortunately, 1) i'm updating this darn xanga right now; 2) i'm also doing my hwk which i must finish by today; 3) i'm just too lazy to walk 3 feet to the books. well actually i'm not too lazy ...it's more like i just have a big fat textbook in my lap which i really don't want to remove because it's kind of like if i take this book out of my lap, i'm never going to put it back on my lap to finish my hwk. i don't know maybe i'm just coo-coo in the moo-moo. anyways, i want to read harrypotter real bad and i think i'm going to jam my keyboard right now.

;aoijefa;lifjnvo;sldhinlskfj.
that felt good.

"it's about time". this song (by lillix) is um, really good. GOSH i know, but don't make fun. it's really a good song. i don't know why some people hate lillix so much... i think they are absolutely adorable! the main singer is really attractive =)! randomly thinking of songs - remember britney spears when she sang "lucky"? oh gosh she was beautiful in that music vid. her hair was SO cute and she looked seriously beautiful in that video. and she was also covered and not a major slutorama either. if she just stayed that way i might still have liked her. gosh. ok but her song "someday" is pretty good ... =x

it's about life,
it's about fun,
it's over before it has begun!

^how true is that? (sorry i'm still obsessed with the "it's about time" song right now). life literally is over before it begins. i mean - 40 years from now, i'll be thinking "where has my life gone?". right now, i'm such a youngin'; but i know the rest of my life is going to go by so fast - it's kind of scary to think about. and one day i'll be gone. i wish people were forever young, and forever living. i remember when i was little, i never knew about this mysterious thing called "death". when i found out, do you know how hard i cried? what will i do when everyone i love is gone? i still cry when i think about it. infact.. i'm starting to tear up right now. i hate thinking about this.

i hate how to live life, one has to die for it eventually.

change of topic - sorry, i should leaves these thoughts to myself. i'm extremely sorry.

hm... (attempt to change topic gracefully): the main guy from fall out boy is cute =( wow. no, but he really is... there is sOMETHTing about him. iono....

12:12 am! make a wish, make a wish!! speaking of 12:12... oh no it's tomorrow already. i have to wake up early tomorrow. i'm for definites going to davis tomorrow to help my cuzin move into her house which she's living in for the year (her fourth year at davis!). i hope she likes her fourth year - it will be FILLed with major studying because she's taking her MCATs in april (of next year). i'm nervous for her... is that superweird?! um k why am i so random.

okay it's 1:25, and i only finished lit and calc hwk... how SLOW am i goshposh. oh well cAlc took forever so atleast i got that out of the way? yah foolio coolio. now i just have apchem, eng, aaaand apgov to do. um wooHOOOoooo. ^_^ slash -_- ... why do all my professors give me a junkyard full of hwk NOT only on the weekends, but also on the weekdays? i think they're just trying to rub in the fact that i have no life in the first place - so i actually can finish my hwk. what a sad pad world. pad? pad thai......mmmm! i'm so hungry, i shall go raid the fridge now, drool x 93874. goshers i am starving =] now i can go eat.

bubye my palmtrees.

p.s. i might go shopping for Hollistor SHirts tomorrow yayayayayay :)))) that will make my weekend for definites! okok nite-e-nite.

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:26:00 GMT

hi. um i haven't updated this is erm 5 weeks? noooo!! i hate when i lag . oh well. i have so much random to spill right now. k..

i'm oh so very depressed right now. prozac. good call.:(((((((!!! jkrowling has once again managed to make me cry my eyes off. literally, i think. i HATE it. i've never had this much horror in my LIFE. iswearit. i just looked down at my left hand and i like my bracelet btw. random. k whatever. now, my two dearest characters of all in harry potter are gone. forever. killed by the hands of death eaters. betrayed :*( !! sirius betrayed by his family: bellatrix lestrange. and dumbledore betrayed by his own trust, his own staff member, severus snape. i knew there was something funny slash fishy about snape. i NEVER liked him. filthy traitor. i don't think i can even express (in words that is) how much i hate him right now. with utmost respect snape, you're such a i4uwalhsikfhskh. how DARE he. how dare...:/. guuuuuuuuh now i'll be sulking around. forever. and ever. if i ever meet ANY. BODY. who's name has either "prince" or "snape" within it, i'll destroy them. with my wand. mwahaha. no i'm serious. watch out. k cool.

now i've taken to looking up latin words and creating spells. wow i'm dorkus. whatever you wish you thought of this before i did... right? :x i don't know this 6th book really creeped me out. the things they showed the young voldemort do. and the lake place with the inferi? CREEPY. and the fact that you had to sacrafice blood to get in and out of it. the inferi especially creeped me out for some reason though. i was in the shower and i couldn't close my eyes for even a second because i was afraid i'd open them to one hundred inferi that were after moi. scary bit of magic, eh? ]: good thing i read this at 4:00 am, so i wouldn't have to go through the dark night, afraid of inferi floating everywhere, trying to kill me. i'm such a freak wow k. well, no worries, no worries...

ok i think i will end this because i lack the ability to talk about this without bursting into tears all over again. i love you all. no i hate you all. no i don't know alkjsldkfjldkfj

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 06:54:10 GMT

You're sitting at dinner with a bunch of friends. Everyone's chatting, having a good time, then it comes. The check. Everyone is quiet for a second. They start scrambling with their wallets and their tip calculators. I hate that. When Browns (or Italians ?) go out, usually one person pays for all. It's to show off but whatever, it works out for everyone. I know Americans are all about equality but it's just kind of annoying. It takes forever for everyone to get the right change, figure out how much they owe, etc. I hate that one person who's like "well I only had a salad, so why should I pay more?" Perfectly reasonable. Perfectly cheap. Next time get more food, you cheap b******. Plus they're the ones eating off everyone else's plates, trying everyone's food.

thats enough ranting for today

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 00:20:57 GMT

Xanga is dying. Just look around.

Things aren't what they used to be.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 21:22:40 GMT

I don't get it, what's so great about getting wasted? What's so great about puffing carbon monoxide into your lungs, while knowing the consequences? It bothers me to know that these high school acquaintances/friends are doing these hazardous things to their body and mind. It's such a shame to hear, "oh yeah, i saw ______ all drunk at the party last night." It's like I never thought that person would do such a thing, but I guess I was wrong and that immediately does a 180 perspective change.

I can understand college, but high school? Come on now, transcend from the average teenager. Quit drinking, say no to drugs, don't smoke.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:20:23 GMT

HAHA.
POOR POOR Pinguin

we got some bi-polar weather..

Friday, March 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 03:47:53 GMT

Today was a good day

Classes next year..they're arent for sure..but close enough

english 12..leadership (asb)..ap gov/econ (we the people?)..ap psychology..ap calc AB..ap chem

My mom and my dad..theyre totally on the opposite sides of the spectrum..my mom wants me to take as many ap classes as if she thinks i could handle and manage everything well..EVERYDAY mom lectures me into getting accepted into UC Berkley..and if i dont..hello to San Jose State or Ohlone but then ill be surrounded ***** people..i just wont say..im not saying im ignorant cuz that is just wrong and im not a fan of ignorant people either..i feel sorry for those who are ignorant and need to kno and asorb themselves into different situations..ignorance people are just to ignorant to kno more abt other people..other issues..and think they kno more than anyone else even though they havent expiernced the real world and only fanatizes what they think that is actually true..why dont you just take the time to learn instead of being biased and using favoritism..

anyways..i just cant go to ohlone cuz whatz the point of taking all these ap courses..she totally overestimates me..and my dad on the other hand totally underestimates me..he wants me to take the easiest courses possible and still wants me to get into Berkely..i guess he doesnt realize the desperate competiton..and then confusion spreads even more

Yeahh..I think my schdule is well-rounded..sort of balanced..but hey I might still have a fun class to remove all the stress..well I most prolly will be in ASB next year, hopefully..that class will sure polarize my life

Senior year..wow..it came so fast!!Soph/Junior years especially zoomed past me..and black Jack made my freshman year bizarre which i came to hate so much..i always get the worst teachers..next year is gonna go by fast with antipation for colleges

You ROCK

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 22:56:40 GMT

So I'm here..finally

Finally updating...ever since january..some much stuff has been happening and reocurring..im a afraid to go back and encounter it again..

Anyways back to time again..ASB orientation was on friday and im suprised and in awe how many people wanna be on ASB..OMG guess what..FINALLY..what ive been waiting for since forever..YAYNESS..I GOT MY PERMIT!!!..WHOOT WHOOT

Sometimes I feel so special randomly..just randomly..if you feel special..do it once in awhile and get yourself back from the clouds and check ur reality scale

Its raining..its not one of those nice kind of rain where you want to dance and sing and play..imagine that your with someone else..its those different kind of rain..depressing..gloomy..there is no sense of enthusiam but the rain just brings all spirit down with it and slams it on the ground and then leaves it with a funny kind of smell..

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:09:33 GMT

hmm..why im sooo unconsistant updating

OMG..the new requirement for JUNIORS..work hard and harder and more hard..and dont even try to have a life..!!!!!

pshhh..whatever

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